FEELINGS PAST

This is a journal entry that Micah made on November 23,2008.

What's the point? Well, I've realized it's pretty obvious, it's never tricky! All you have to do is look at your life, from the time you open your eyes to the sun shining thru your window (oh how I miss that) to the time you drift into the sea of dreams.
Pick apart your days, the ways you live, the things you do, the things you say, the games you play. And decide this : what makes you happy? What makes you feel alright, nay feel good ? What puts a smile on your face? That place where nothing could ever go wrong, where is it? Stick to it! That's the point! Is it not obvious? Is it really so hard to frasp, that whatever makes you smile, that's what you should be doing! Night and day! No gray skies, no dark areas, let negativity pass you by. Frown! How do you feel? Now smile! Tell me it didn't make your mind pull a 180!!!!!
I don't know if I'll get thru to people. I don't know who will listen. But I pray I can cause people to look at their lives, and realize no matter what anybody says, they have the ability to do, to be, anything they want, to live the way they want, to CHOOSE their mindset!
And that there's no better mindset than joy! Than happiness, than never letting the corners of your mouth fall to the south!!!Let me guarentee you if I in the situation I'm in can, anybody in the world can!

JANUARY 29th

(Taken from a phone call with Micah in the evening)

Mom: What are you thinking about jail at this minute?

Micah: They switch your meals without telling you sometimes. When you are expecting things like beans with hotdogs in it you might just end up getting chicken.

Mom: What did you do today?

Micah: I slept until 5:00 p.m. and just drank 2 cups of black joe. Tonight I will stay awake keeping my cell mates awake blabbing about absolutely nothing.

Mom: Do you have a journal entry you would like to share?

Micah: Yeah. Dec. 15,2009, We live life from day to day because that is what we are conditioned to do.

Mom: Is there anyone you want to give a shout out to ?

Micah: I don't wanna shout out to nobody right now until you look at my blog site :)